From Dusk Till Dawn

What did I ever do to see her like this? Why couldn't she talk? She didn't even breathe. She didn't hug me like she used to before every time she saw me. I talked to her, yet she didn't reply. I did everything possible to wake her up, but I failed. I realized I'll never get her back.

She was dead.

.....

but without her what was the point in living? without her why should i fight every instinct that will be killing me on the inside?
Here i was, screaming and wishing death upon myself, until i found her again- when darkness turned into light again..
she wasn't gone... she was here...