My life, is complicated. At school, I'm invisible. I'm not bullied, I'm not popular, just unnoticed. But I guess that makes it easier to keep my secrets. I wish that it was like that at home though... At home, I'm beaten. Day and night. I guess I deserve it though. I made a mistake I can't be forgiven for. But, there is one person that makes up for it all. My boyfriend. He calms me down when I've had it hard. He doesn't know, of course, but he does know something's happening. He doesn't try and make me tell him, he just says that he wants to know at some point in time. I'm so lucky to have him, without him in my life, I'd lose my motivation to keep breathing. unfortunately, we go to separate schools, but we meet up afterwards. Anyway, this is how my life goes from bad, to worse.