HO BISOGNO DI SFOGARMI
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Non so per quale motivo avete scelto di leggere questa parte di me...
magari siete qui per noia, magari per curiosità oppure anche voi come me avete bisogno di sfogarvi per qualcosa.
Sono stanca di tenere tutto dentro, non auguro a nessuno di dover passare ciò che sto passando io, anche se sicuramente ci sono storie peggiori della mia.
Comunque non aspettatevi molto, non vi racconterò il motivo per cui sto male... semplicemente mi sfogherò attraverso frasi, canzoni o poesie.
quindi per chi è in cerca di un normale libro non lo troverà qui.
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