A cry for help

The story was originally written for THE DWL CONTEST. DESI WRITER'S LOUNGE that is. It was my motivation to actually write and complete the story.
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I knew an apology wouldn't cover for what I did to him but it was a start. It was a start of something new. A new start of finding the peace I once had in my life. But right now all I could offer was an apology.
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For me to live he had to die. I had no other choice.