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✥ Apologies, Christian Ainsley ✥

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✥ Christian Ainsley writes a letter of apology and reflection. Not your usual letter of course as he's a vampire seeking self-redemption...

✥ "So if you're reading this and you still care about an over-glamorized Scottish, pacifist vampire, then this is my letter to say goodbye. Because I think someone should know at least. Someone needs to know how fucking scared I am and maybe I'm writing it because I need the company but please just. I just don't want to die alone. But here I am. Writing a letter no one will probably read with my finger quivering over the trigger of a gun."

✥ There may be spelling errors as this was written at 3 in the morning.

✥ Triggers include though may not be exclusice to: blood; violence; rape; murder; war; mentions of anxiety, PTSD, blood, non consensual acts, hospitals, surgery, surgery utensilsAll Rights Reserved

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"Was it worth the cost?" by Ava0anonymous

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The Darkness of Beasts and Men by DarkLightningThunder

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