Im (not) Okay
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*Warning, this story is not for the faint of heart. It can be very triggering. This story touches on very sensitive subjects that may trigger any emotional stress you may have. Please read at your own risk.*
This story is about a mans mental health and his struggles in life to overcome all he's gone through.
Meet Azreal, he's 39 years old and has pleaded insanity to something he refers to as the incident. All we know is Azreal shot a man and discharged a fire arm several times in his home division. He was charged with attempted murder as well as several other things. Our story begins as Azreal attends his first court ordered session with a psychiatrist named, Dr. Mace. In every session, Azreal tells Dr. Mace more and more about his life and all he has gone through, leading up to this incident. What happened, why did it happen? There's only one way to find out.
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