A sweet and sexy tale about the battles we fight inside our own minds.
Blossom is ready to meet the one. But what do you do when you don't believe in finding love online, you're too shy to meet new people, and the guy you like has a girlfriend? Blessed with a vivid imagination, Blossom envisions her perfect boyfriend instead - Matthew, who is gorgeous, devoted and understanding.
But when her imagination takes over, and Matthew becomes a figment she can't control, Blossom will have to face some hard truths about who is she inside her own head. THE GUY IN MY MIND is an exploration of mental health, the pluses and perils of being single, and learning how to love yourself.
I gave the best of myself to someone who didn't have anything to lose. I didn't know how to avoid my lover's toxic and abusive flames. My lover's twisted words were like a maze inside of my head that I couldn't escape. Sadly, my lover's actions hypnotized my thoughts and paralyzed my thinking. I learned the hard way that love isn't leaning in for a kiss, and a fist meets you halfway. Love isn't being a punching bag because someone decided they wanted to beat on you today. Love isn't saying I love you just because someone wants to keep you to themselves. I tried to be there for my lover, but I learned it is impossible to fix the broken pieces when the glass has shattered. There will always be pieces that are not repairable. However, I kept going right back to the person who I needed to walk away from. I was afraid, and I wasn't brave enough to wake up from this nightmare! I made the choice to suffer when life is meant to be lived and enjoyed. Will I find the courage to know my worth and know that I deserve better than the distasteful lies that are whispered in my ears? Will I have the strength to fight my insecurities? Will, I set myself free, or will I let my love be the death of me?