Random Nothings
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Last published Tue, Mar 30, 2021
You don't know that I'm writing. Mainly because I have stopped since you came into my life. It's not your fault, trust me, I take full responsibility. Here I am going to document my daily thoughts. My bad moments. Things I wouldn't share with everyone. The good moments too. I don't like to share my stories with just anyone. But I think that writing has definitely helped me before and it could definitely help me again. I dedicate this to you, to me, to us, to my friends, to all the lovely people around, and to whomever is glancing upon this right now. Know that I will always let you in. All you have to do is say the words. You know I love you. You know I want you back. You know that no matter how much whatever you do hurts me; I just want you happy. No matter how unhappy I am. Just. Please. Be. Happy.
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