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As I Collide, I See I Am a Paradox // White Collar

Reads 56,208
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Time 15h 33m

Reads 56,208
Votes 1,283
Parts 63
Time 15h 33m

*set pre-series*

Follows the life of con woman, Kira Bailey as she moves to New York to help an old friend, Mozzie. This is a story of love, loss, and mystery.

"if all you have is yourself
then you
will save you
and that, in fact,
is enough"

Filled with an unusual amount of eating breakfast, plane rides, and hotel rooms. If you're allergic, please refrain from reading.
WARNING: Swearing | Suicidal Thoughts | Past Emotional and Physical Abuse | Death | Kidnapping/Abduction | Depression/PTSD/Nightmares | Abuse | Angst But Happy Too

**DISCLAIMER** I don't own White Collar. All rights belong to USA Network.All Rights Reserved

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