Hearts Twisted Into One

Everyone wants to be loved and grow up in a beautiful family, that would be wonderful but I guess fate is different sometimes. I want someone but I guess it's not happening.

I was walking down the streets to my new home. It wasn't that bad of a home, but it would be much better with dad around. I miss him.. Ever since he left wanting nothing to do with us. I just.. I've lost all hope. I feel so hollow and weary. Living by the beach was a plus but.. I... I gotta stop thinking about it. I hate crying. I've always hated it. I feel like a big baby. I entered inside my new home drying up my unshod tears quickly.. I slipped inside my room getting into my blankets and just in time. She quickly slammed the door open. I squeezed my eyes as tight as possible willing to not scream, cry or give any sign that I was awake. She walked slowly, like the devil himself, with each creak of the board my heart raced a thousand beats.. Secretly praying she would go away and leave me alone.. I ha school tommorw, I couldn't not afford walking into school looking even worse. I listened and waited patiently till she slammed my door shut. And unconsciously blew a breath out. But I still didn't more an inch on my bed. I could not move. I was frozen in my position of a fetal listening to my heart beat. My blood went cold like usual and I cuddled into bed pulling the blankets closer to give me any warmth possible. And slowly and hours I fell into a deep sleep.