Escape // Harry Styles

Prologue:
I wanted to say that my life was different, that I wasn't going to be the same hopeless girl again. I wanted a change in my life, but then he walked in and my past came back. I had to avoid what I felt, I had to ignore his existence but the truth is, I didn't want to. They say dying is the only escape you have left, but what if dying is just an excuse. An excuse to keep everyone you love safe. I didn't want to leave but I had to. I didn't want to kill, but I had no choice and because of that, I became a cruel heart wrenching psychopath who yearned for the helpless screams of agony that filled the room, but I didn't want any of this, and they didn't deserve any of this, but like any girl would, I fell and I struggled to get back up.