my life is suffering
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Last published Fri, Oct 13, 2017
I remember when I was a kid
I was bullied thought out my hole life
And I have not learned why I was bullied I was a kid I did not know about suffering I was just I little boy
But I know I suffer all the time and I still don't understand why but I will learn from it one day don't give up on hope don't give up on your family on your friends and your love ones it is hard because you go Back to your memories you go Back to when you were a Boy and some people just kept on hurting me I didn't know what to do so what I did was cry I was in this place of Darkness that I just don't know what to do I'm still In this place i have a journey to find this headphones that no one can help me I try to seem like it's okay but it's not I have I have a lot of struggling I listen to sad songs I wonder a lot of things that I don't understand
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