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The Day I Stopped Hating Myself

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Time 2h 59m

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"It's a free world, Roxane. You can be whoever you want to be. What's stopping you?" 

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Just like every other normal teenage girl, 16-year-old Roxane is not very happy about having to change schools in the midst of the school year. 
And just like every  other normal teenage girl, Roxane tries to make new friends and to resist the charms of Sam, the most beautiful boy she's ever seen. 
But not like every other normal teenage girl, Roxane had to move because she wasn't safe back home. Because some people wanted her death, and they still do. 
Why do some people want her death? 
Well, that's for you to find out.All Rights Reserved

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SAVIOR COMPLEX , Thirteen Reasons Why by -bellz

- What if 𝙉atalia can't accept getting things thrown at her anymore? ᶜˡᵃʸ ʲᵉⁿˢᵉⁿ 𝙉atalia 𝘽exley was an ordinary girl. Her grades were good and she had good friends. The girl had never experienced anything bad, but she did know the world she lived in had been a very cruel place. No teenager or human should ever experience a life of pain and misery at such a young age, yet most do regardless. This was just another story of another deeply hurt teenager screaming at the world to change. TW : Thirteen Reasons Why touches base on Sexual Abuse, Assault, Underage drinking and use of drugs, self harm, suicide among many other real problems in the world. I won't get into any details about triggering topics. Thirteen Reasons Why Season 1 - 4 ( Fem!OC x Clay Jensen ) -bellz / 2023

Taken ✘ Mitch Rapp (COMPLETED) by Mischievoustilinski

Ayra, a target for many terrorists, her high status keeps her hidden away from society. As an 18 year old girl, it's tough, having no friends and always being on alert. One day, she's taken by the terrorists and ends up being tortured to get what they want from her family. Will she be saved? Or will she be gone forever? Warning: Talk about sensitive topics (including: rape and abuse) Smut Swearing Drugs&alcohol Sexual assault Gory

Altered by LuellaOpal

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

DREAMS IN THE SKY by Khleeopathra

What are you willing to sacrifice for your dreams? We all have a goal, a dream or just something that we constantly look forward to, something that drives us to become a better person. Whatever it may be, it can-and with much effort-will come true. In this teenage fiction; Emily constantly day dreams of exploring the world, making her talent recognized and useful, dreams and fantasies of getting famous, living the Rockstar life, getting on magazine covers and doing everything a literal celebrity would do. Though being a minor in a small limiting town might be a huge barrier, she is determined to do whatever it takes to make her dreams come true. Enjoy reading this teen-fiction that opens the mind to the real world, the world where success and everything is attainable, it all depends on how bad you really want it, and how far you are willing to go. Focus on the future, because clinging to the past {which in reality you can't do anything about} will only make you sick and leave you second-guessing yourself. Literally! DREAMS IN THE SKY.

Her Last Wish by AnonymouslyUnknown27

Tiana Collin's life is horrible and she knows this. With an abusive father and a druggie for a mother and with absolutely no friends at school, she didn't think her life meant much. So she decided to end it. But before she ended her life, she wants to feel loved. To feel cared for. To feel. So she decides to date one of the most popular boys in school, Tyson Bent, who she knows has a bet with his best friend. A bet to get her to sleep with him. She knows he doesn't really care about her. But sometimes it's nice to pretend. After all, she's only supposed to be with him for a week. After that... well after that she's not even going to be alive. Tyson had it all, the popularity, the looks, the money, everything. And he never missed a chance to flaunt his supposed perfection. Another thing about him is that he never backs down from a dare. So when his best friend dares him to sleep with a girl named Tiana, how can he refuse? But when he reads her diary, he has another mission. A mission completely different from the dare. A mission far more important than a dare. An added bonus being the chance to finally find out who he is and not who everyone else wishes for him to be. A chance to grow into the person he could be. TW// suicide, suicidal ideation, self harm, abuse, mention of drug addiction

After Curfew by SlytherinAfff

Willow's always been known as the good girl with the wealthy parents who could do no wrong. Little do they know that this seemingly perfect girl has some less than perfect secrets; and the fact that she's been sneaking out past curfew every night since the beginning of summer isn't the worst one. Distancing herself from the people at school has become lonely, but everything changes when a group of bad boys that she meets after curfew one night transfer to her school and begin to take an interest in her; one even more than the rest. But will they be able to protect her when events from her past re-surface and begin to get her into more trouble than she ever wanted? ********************** We were a circuit, electricity flowing through us at every connection, every light touch igniting a heat that was exhilarating but dangerous. Like we could catch fire and burn to the ground at any second. "Did you take your own advice? Did you ever forgive yourself?" I whispered, my words evaporating in the heat around us. He moved towards me, trapping me against the car door as his lips traced over my jaw, down to my neck. "This," he whispered, his thumb tracing the waistband of my jeans, making my breathing falter. "Allowing myself to feel this happiness, to feel you...this is me forgiving myself." He kissed me, calming the raging storm in me and igniting a new one. I wasn't sure which would cause more destruction, but I knew only one had pretty blue eyes and a effortless smile that could convince me it was all worth it. It probably was.

Elysian by Elijahtheshagger

From the outside Juliet Kingston seems to have the perfect life. She has popularity, beauty and a famous dad who seemingly spoils her rotten. But nobody is aware of what happens behind closed doors. After spending years at the mercy of her abusive father Juliet sees her chance to escape by attending her dream university across the country but after being told that she doesn't qualify for student aid she faces a problem. Her dad refuses to pay her tuition and in an attempt to control Juliet and to keep her always at arms reach, he makes her a deal. He'll pay her tuition for a smaller, local university as long as she agrees to continue living at home and miss out on the full uni experience. She agrees and starts her first semester soon after but she becomes more and more depressed living with a father who constantly tells her how worthless she is. Her days start to become repetitive and she no longer finds joy in anything, becoming an empty shell of who she used to be . Seeing no point in living, she gives herself a deadline. If something in her life doesn't change by her nineteenth birthday approaching in two months she plans to end her life. But what happens when the quiet drug dealer is the only one to notice her downward spiralling.

You Make The Pain Go Away by denoly12

Dana is anything but the average 18 teen year old girl. She's living in a literal hell where she is forced to read minds. In all the stories and TV shows she'd seen, there was a perk to this. You'd get more information or have the upper hand, that is, if you could control it. Unfortunately she had never had a breakthrough in stopping it... because the older she got the more powerful her skill became. In a world where she is the only one like this, she remains isolated and alone with no way of stopping her tragic future. Dana is stuck in an endless loop of trying to go unnoticed in her highschool while just trying to die peacefully. That is, until she meets someone who's mind she can't read. *Completed*

Loveless by idkagz

Love never made sense, but it never had to either. Toby would do anything to get rid of his entirely embarrassing crush, but he isn't sure how. Attempting to find new crushes never works, especially when his best friend can see right through him. ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>< I'd like to preface this by stating that there will be parts that some may find triggering. There will be times where characters talk about mental health, lgbtq+ issues, and eating disorders. I'll begin each chapter with a trigger warning if need be, as well as marking the parts that may be triggering so they can be easily skipped. Take care of yourself <3 ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><

FLOWER ARE BETTER WHEN THEY'RE FAKE (COMPLETED) by VintageGeek012

"I wasn't your daughter when you were drunk, right? Or when you were smoking, or doing crack, or had some guy around? I wasn't your daughter then. No! I was always just a random girl to you!" Daisy McCharty has had an interesting life. Her parents had her when they were only 15, she is bipolar- meaning she has Bipolar Disorder, her mom wasn't the best of all moms, her dad falls in love with someone totally unexpected, she has 3 best friends, which include her best friend turned boyfriend, who each have problems of their own, and sometimes the world is just too much for her. Yet she is just as sane as the person next to her. As long as she has good people around her and love in her heart everything will work out fine. But sometimes when these two worlds mix it is one hell of a ride. ⚠️ Trigger Warning⚠️ Contains sexual and physical abuse, substance abuse, teenage substance and drinking abuse, smoking, slight intimate moments, violence, blood, and death. And some really cheesy stuff as well.

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