The Day I Stopped Hating Myself
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"It's a free world, Roxane. You can be whoever you want to be. What's stopping you?"
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Just like every other normal teenage girl, 16-year-old Roxane is not very happy about having to change schools in the midst of the school year.
And just like every other normal teenage girl, Roxane tries to make new friends and to resist the charms of Sam, the most beautiful boy she's ever seen.
But not like every other normal teenage girl, Roxane had to move because she wasn't safe back home. Because some people wanted her death, and they still do.
Why do some people want her death?
Well, that's for you to find out.
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