IF YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS: DONT. THIS STORY IS OLD AND CRAPPY AND I DONT HAVE TRIGGER WARNINGS PLACED ANYWHERE. THIS STORY IS DISCONTINUED. I ONLY HAVENT TAKEN IT DOWN BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON ITS SUPER POPULAR. IF LOUSY PLACING AND REPRESENTATION OF DEPRESSION, SELFHARM, AND ABUSE (I wrote this crap when I was younger and just needed an outlet) DO NOT READ THIS STORY. THANK YOU AND HAVE A GOOD REST OF YOUR DAY.