Anorexic//Harry Styles fanfic//
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Last published Tue, Apr 21, 2015
My days are all the same.
Wake up. Get through the day and go to sleep.
I feel like a part of me is dead and gone.
A part of my soul is dead.
I wake up every night.
Because of pain and nightmares.
I can't sleep.
What is life if you don't see a future.
But my best friend is always there.
The one that helps me through the pain.
My only friend.
The one that cares the most.
Harry.
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