My Online, Older Love

I miss him. I don't think he misses me. I try to talk to him but he doesn't answer. Time difference sucks, same with age. Even though they are just numbers, it's weird how he makes me feel. I think I may love him. He calls me beautiful, and I feel like it when I talk to him. He's 19 and I'm 14. He's in college and I just started High School. He is amazing and I'm plain. He makes me happy. He is handsome and I am less than average looking. He helps me with things and we talk about the most random stuff. He is like me, but in guy form. I feel like I met the one that I will turn out being with forever.