Lost Innocence
AnyaEMay
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  • Reads 28,842
  • Votes 581
  • Parts 68
  • Time 4h 42m
AnyaEMay
Complete, First published Feb 13, 2014
Mature
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Ivy Monroe is 17, half way through college, and a virgin. 
Her best friend Carrie Peters pushes her into a world that is full of Sebastian Tate, who is a gorgeous 18 year old, kisses and a total lack of innocence.  
But as Ivy embarks on a year that is compelled by love and lust, she finds herself giving over the one thing she didn't expect to give. Her heart. She begins to trust Sebastian a lot more that she thought, but what happens when this trust is the one thing that could completely destroy her? 
Glimpses of her past begin to resurface, and their love is put to the test.  But when their relationship gets too much and Ivy's heart is ripped in two,  her innocence to the brink.  
Will Ivy fight for her past with Sebastian or is it too late? 
You know what they say, when you've lost too much, including your innocence, how are you supposed to find yourself again... © All Rights Reserved
All Rights Reserved
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"Why do you care if I kiss other girls? We're not together, we're friends" he stated swallowing his emotions. "You're right, why should I care? Like you said we're friends" I got more angry with each word that came out of my mouth. "You know what? Go makeout with any girl you want, I don't care" I said as I started to walk away. I felt his hand grip my wrist and pull me back against the lockers. His hands cupped my face and the next thing I know his lips were smashed up against mine. *********************************************************************************************************Stella Jones didn't believe in love, only lust. After one guy broke her heart, she swore to never fall for someone again until she graduates, she was done with high school boys. She's kept her promise to herself until a new guy starts at her school, Logan Carter, but does he have a promise too? Will he get her to live her life? Will she break her promise? Will he break his?

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