It's always been you

-"so.. you promised to show me this girl. Who's she? Who managed to somehow get you to have a crush on her?" She asked as lazily as was expected of a high schooler at 7am.

I couldn't bring myself to say it out loud.
Even if i wanted to, I couldn't;
Blame the excessive amount of screaming over a certain rapper's rudeness.

So i did what any sane-caught-in-a-crush person would do,
I gently put my Starbucks down, took her hand in mine and one by one, bent her fingers until they were pointing at me.
Then i did the dreaded.

I turned her hand back to herself and mouthed
'You'