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The Last

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anorexia blood bts bulimia cying min-yoongi monster-inside poetic-dabbles self-harm self-hatred

This is the playlist I listen to when I'm writing sad shit so if you wanna listen while you read here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLo9XxNgPaf55Xp07kEPx-EyuTs7Yx7bdG
Some of us have come face-to-face with the monster that lurked under our beds when we were children. Some of us have truly learned the way it hungers and bites and screams and how hateful and horrible and dark that creature can be.
Min Yoongi has too.
OR
Incredibly dark vent. Highly Yoongi-centric and just spurs of solid darkness inspired by that good old heart-wrenching song by Agust D 'The Last'.
WARNING: This fic contains self-harm, self-hatred, weird poetic drabbles, anorexia, bulimia, body dysmorphia, insomnia, the monster that lives inside you and want to eat you from the inside out, pinching/bruising, crying, blood, more blood, a lot of metaphors, a scratchy blanket, and a beautiful man who doesn't deserve any of it.All Rights Reserved

anorexia blood bts bulimia cying min-yoongi monster-inside poetic-dabbles self-harm self-hatred

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Nothing & Everything || Yoongi ☆ by girlwithluvforbts

"...No one makes me feel like this except you. Without you I feel nothing. You are everything to me, Kyung Ji." [Started September 2018] • A Min Yoongi (Suga) x reader imagine, where you and Yoongi fall in love throughout a long series of events. You start off hating eachother... • "You're so annoying, go home." "Fine then, but if I get kidnapped, I hope it haunts you!" • But your relationship soon turns around through many late night conversations, moments of staring at eachother, and out-of-control fiascos. • And slowly, but by bit, you developed feelings for him... • "When he was asleep, he was actually quite sweet." • And it grows into more when you realise that who you love is not Hoseok, but actually Yoongi. ~💗💕💝💘💖💕~ Contains other BTS members. ~Note~ Although I try to make this story as realistic as possible; the events, dates, some character's names, and actions of people in it are not real so please do not take any of this story seriously. It is just a fan fiction created by my imagination.

ILLUSION [yoonmin] by YoongiAndHisMochi

Au where Jimin stays in a mental treatment center but he doesnt realise he's sick. He lives in his own head and imagination. Playing with his friends, eating with them and having fun. But this was all in his head. in reality he was all alone in his room. One day a new psychiatrist from outside comes and takes Jimin under his care. his name is Yoongi. He will try to help Jimin and make him see the reality that the boy was trying to hard to not believe and see.... but what wasnt the plan was for the doctor to actually feel more for the boy. warnings: -BoyxBoy -abuse, violence -rape -depression -mention of suicide attempt -smut -fluff -happy end

M.Y.GxBTS Not Enough (EDITING) by Shit_Sticks

EDITING (You can still read) Yoongi-Bottom Jin-Bottom BTS-Top Yoongi, a depressed, anorexic 24-year old. After reading online hater comments on a photo of him and the boys, Yoongi becomes depressed and anorexic. He doesn't want to tell BTS, he doesn't want to tell anyone, he will just burden them. He's not enough for them. How to solve this 'problem'? Well it's obvious, he'll just become smaller and smaller until there is nothing left of him. That's how he will please everyone. That, is how he will be enough for everyone. Contains: self harm, swearing, sexual scenes, and more I own none of the people in this book, this is just a fan fiction Completed! 2019 January 13th

Good Girl Gone Bad (Min Yoongi) ~BEING EDITED~ by brittni956

Everything was fine until she passed away.. Then my life turned to complete hell. I was nothing more then a human punching bag and a sorry excuse of a daughter. No one knew.. Not even my own brother. How could I tell him? He said he would kill the both of us if I did. I was weak.. I thought I would be trapped inside of that house for the rest of eternity.. That was until he came into my life.. The bad boy that no one messed with. One of the most dangerous gang leaders that everyone feared.. Min Yoongi.. He changed everything. He changed me. I guess you could call it.. Good Girl Gone Bad. Hello my lovelies! This FF contains some 18+. Read at your own risk.. I don't own any pictures, just the stories. I hope you enjoy! Thank you!❤️ (plus I love everyone in my story. No hate on anyone of them!) BEING EDITED #1 Suga 9-29-18

Psychopathic (Jungkook x reader) by Armycenter

First and foremost I do now own bighit or any of the members of BTS! This is a horror fan fiction so if you're sensitive to blood, gore or other disturbing images, viewer discretion is advised. Min Yoongi...the name that will haunt you till the day you die. his psychotic smile stained your mind, and the screams of your friends and loved ones tainted your mind. Youve tried to escape him but he will always find a way back...he always comes back. Will you ever find peace and freedom? Will you ever escape the grasp of your psychotic abuser? (cover made by @bmg254269)

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"I know I'm not like everyone else but please don't give up on me." "I'll never give up on you, I'll never leave you, I'll never let you go, even if I can't hold on." ~§~ Living with a deadly disease isn't easy, especially when you can die just from touching another person. It's an unbearable pain. After an embarrassing accident in the grocery store you are working for your uncle to pay back the damage fees and end up making wonderful friends. Min Yoongi may be an asshole at times but damn is his smile cute. You can't help but fall. Your disease isn't going to be the only unbearable pain you have to deal with. [Completed]

Undo | Min Yoongi ✓ by tomoedia

You were his soulmate, that part he knew well. Until one day he didn't want you anymore. He couldn't, when all he could see from you was light and all he felt within himself was darkness. Your love gone cold as he retreated from you, burying himself deep in the dark. But what happened when Yoongi had to watch you start over with somebody else, when Yoongi let his selfishness gain control on him of you. Min Yoongi x reader (2nd person pov) | Angst, Smut/Mature content, involving infidelity Prompts: "Just say the words, and I am fully yours." a/n: Highly inspired by The 1975′s Somebody Else (along with the video, of course), which I wasn't able to stop listening to when I started writing this. With the addition of me being wrecked with emotions from Yoongi's mixtape in the middle of editing the whole fic. Warning: Involving infidelity, affair. Some usage of cursing words (more than I even use in real life, to be honest), drinking, and graphic smut

30 minute rule || Yoonmin by s_hobi

"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him off daily. Unable to use the bathroom until 30 minutes have passed after eating hours. He was never a binger he would just never consume food so purging would be a waste of precious time. There was 20 minutes left and one bladder was about to bust. He needed to pee which forces him to take extreme measures threatening a young worker by the name of Min Yoongi into letting him piss under one condition. "I need to watch you piss and no one can know." But no one said you couldn't fall in love..... ✖️Warning✖️ -eating disorders -self harm -suicide -fluff -smut (chapter name includes "+" in title ) -mental disorders -yoonmin Top « Yoongi Bottom « Jimin

Chasing You Endlessly | JJK ✔ by ikiimi

"Don't push me away, please." Jungkook calls out to me, but he doesn't take a step further, allowing me my space. I'm unsure if I'm relieved. "I'm here to support you. I want to support you. Stop hurting yourself like this." I let out another humorless laugh. ""Stop hurting yourself like this"? What am I doing to myself?" "I'm not doing anything!" I want to scream. "This is all an act! I'm doing all of this for attention! I'm undeserving of this attention." "You're not allowing yourself to receive support. You're isolating yourself. Why?" Because maybe if I isolate myself I'll start to feel like less of an impostor and actually start to be a little more deserving of this care that I'm pathetically faking for. "I don't deserve the support." Not while all of these emotions and reactions were all stemmed from a lie. "I don't deserve the support." I shake my head. "I don't know why I thought you could help. I don't know why I thought I deserved help. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm sorry for being a burden." I turn around to walk away before he can say anything further. TW: includes detailed descriptions of disordered eating

Thinking 'bout You by LAJoyner

Two of his songs were recently stolen. His shoulder pain was to the point of being unbearable, and the ballad he was recording with you -- was ruined when you busted his lip. The argument that followed after returning from the Emergency Room for stitches escalated, and believing you to be drunk, he yelled for you to get out. Life sucked, and he had had enough. Heartbroken you moved out, but life sucked for you too. All the times he accused you of being drunk, the stumbling, falling, and losing your balance as you did that fateful day in the recording studio turned out to be due to a brain tumor. He moved on and became a global Idol with his band. Though he hated you, his heart refused to let go. He thought he had control of his heart until the day you met again. You also moved on and became a sought-after freelance photographer in the high-profile celebrity and entertainment industry. After they coerced you into accepting an assignment, your sister and her husband, Jung Hoseok, Founder and CEO of Bangtan Hope Music Inc. (Bulletproof Music), hoped their plan of having you be the photographer on the group's vacation would be good for both you and Yoongi. Your childhood best friend Taehyung confronts Yoongi about how he is treating you, and things get physical, ending with Yoongi taking a right hook to the jaw. Will Lilly and J Hope's scheme bring you and Yoongi together or tear you even further apart? Will Yoongi let his heart speak or continue fighting against it? Just what will win -- Love or Hate? Stand-alone and edited and revised version from the How The 7 Have Fallen Series (Yoongi's Story)

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Nothing & Everything || Yoongi ☆

"...No one makes me feel like this except you. Without you I feel nothing. You are everything to me, Kyung Ji." [Started September 2018] • A Min Yoongi (Suga) x reader imagine, where you and Yoongi fall in love throughout a long series of events. You start off hating eachother... • "You're so annoying, go home." "Fine then, but if I get kidnapped, I hope it haunts you!" • But your relationship soon turns around through many late night conversations, moments of staring at eachother, and out-of-control fiascos. • And slowly, but by bit, you developed feelings for him... • "When he was asleep, he was actually quite sweet." • And it grows into more when you realise that who you love is not Hoseok, but actually Yoongi. ~💗💕💝💘💖💕~ Contains other BTS members. ~Note~ Although I try to make this story as realistic as possible; the events, dates, some character's names, and actions of people in it are not real so please do not take any of this story seriously. It is just a fan fiction created by my imagination.