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Diary of a Disguised Loner

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The journey of a person who is always surrounded by people yet a LONER.... And that's me, Deepshikha! 

I am creating a personal account of my life and my surroundings and people, in general. Random thoughts, bitter truths, relatable scenarios, you can find it all here! Until a few days back, I was thinking of keeping this work personal. But now I have decided to share it with the world and everyone is welcome to put forward their opinion without any fear or bias or judgement. It's an open platform and anyone wishing to make a statement, be it positive or negative, can do so. This will help me gain a better perspective and insight to life! 

I will always be alone. And I have accepted that fact and I'm trying to live with it. My loneliness is disguised as my easy, outgoing, chirpy social butterfly side. 

Yes, I live my life in disguise.

And I'm fine living underneath a charade. Underneath a facade.

Because I am a DISGUISED LONER....
But a great LISTENER!All Rights Reserved

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HELLO. IT'S ME by Cans_kray

"It's not always the tears that measure the pain. Sometimes, it's the smile we fake." Hello. It's me. I Trust You. You're the only one who is going to know all of my secrets and feelings that I don't share with anyone. I think we can be best friends. You would like to be my companion. Wouldn't you? No matter what, you're my diary afterall. ©ᴏᴩy®ɪɢʜᴛ : ᴄᴀɴꜱ_ᴋʀᴀy ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ : ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴏʀy ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴꜱ ᴀ ꜰᴇᴡ ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɴᴄᴇꜱ ᴏʀ ꜱɪᴛᴜᴀᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴀꜰꜰᴇᴄᴛ yᴏᴜʀ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴇxᴛᴇɴᴛ. ɪᴛ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴀʟ ᴀᴛᴛᴇᴍᴩᴛ.

Blob and a Curse [discontinued] by _ShyBee

a cheesy Annabel rip off hope you enjoy trigger warning: bad mental health, strong language sometimes _________________ #16 bitter (10.10.21) 100 reads (13.10.21) thank you! :) #12 bitter (13.10.21) #494 alone (16.10.21) #3 blob (25.10.21) #2 blob (11.11.21) 300 reads (23.11.21) thank you :) 500 reads (7.12.21) ???? thank you!!! 800 reads (20.12.21) umm hello?? #1 blob (22.12.21) hello???? 1k reads (31.12.21) O-o okay, hi? thank you!!! 2k reads (24.03.22) the dead story lives i guess 3k reads (28.06.22) okay woah 4k reads (14.09.22) well hello there (: (if i'm being honest with you i don't think i'm ever going to finish this, i'm sorry. there were so many songs i had in mind for george to write, i wanted him to improve mentally, i wanted to make it wholesome and not add smut. but i'm sorry, i just can't bring myself to write more to this story, it's been so long and i can't remember most of the details. i'm debating whether to say if the story is done or not, you can use this story as you will, you can give it an ending because i'm not going to. please take care <3)

Fix Me, I'm Broken by Ana11e1y

Walking into an empty house is normal to me. I guess I got tired of saying 'I'm home' when nobody is home to reply. It wasn't always like this. I remember when our family was close. Now we don't see each other any more. We don't talk to each other. We don't eat with each other. We don't ACKNOWLEDGE each other. This all happened after my 'Mother' killed herself. My father blames me. This is my story about how I learned to not count on anyone else but myself. I'm broken. I'm used. No one can fix me. But when the New Boy in town tries to fix me, everything will change. Good change or Bad change, I don't know. Only time will tell. I want to enter this story in the #Wattys2015 please help me out and vote and comment on my story. I'll really appreciate it!!! #Wattys2015 COPYRIGHTED Â© 2014 BY Anallely ALL RIGHTS RESERVED Â®

His Favourite Book by TheChaiScript

*MATURE BECAUSE*: It contains serious, sensitive and triggering topics like self-harm, unhealed trauma, assault, murders, etc. Reader discretion is advised. We are all flawed in some way or another, aren't we? How far can we go into our real personalities to be accepted by others? Here are some college students, figuring out the faults in their lives while accepting each other as they are. This is the story of exploring life, jumping away from pasts and diving with open arms into self-made futures. Aashna Bagchi, a psychology student, has been working day and night on her research that holds the most important place in her life. So important that she has left some equally important threads behind. Meanwhile, Abeer Purohit, a not-so-random neighbourhood guy who grew up without any friends, claims that he didn't need any. However, after meeting Aashna and her friends, he has started wishing for some deeper relationships. Aashna, Abeer, Girisha, Muskan, Kartik, Abhimanyu, and others, all carry some deep-rooted sorrows within them. What they also carry, are dreams, ambitions and hopes. Together they grow, cope, heal, work hard and be there for each other... but at what cost? What will it take to achieve their dreams? How many times is it that destiny lets us have what we want? Is it true that relationships fall apart in the journey of aspirations? How do you know if the relationships are healthy and worth engaging in? So many questions in their lives. Yet these youngsters stand strong against all the hardships, ready to fight against whatever comes their way. But... for how long can they do this? How long will they last? ***Some major themes/tropes:- Friends to lovers Group Friendship Adulting Slow burn, Healthy Romance Dreams and Aspirations Perspectives on relationships Healing and Coping Sunshine X Sunshine Multiple couples (Libraries, Books, Coffee, Psychology, Art) ...and of course, a lot more!

A Broken Optimist by mybookobsession_

She's a lost soul, searching for Froot Loops in a world of Cheerios. Emotions. Inflicted by words, Creating signals to connect those emotions. A pang in your heart, the dull ache of love, a tedious, meaningless thing to some. The entire thing to others. Confusing, at the least. All consuming, at the most. We bundle it inside, Hide it in boxes, In the deepest crevices of our persona, Then suddenly, it burst free, tumbling into the atmosphere, filling every hour, every moment. Words convey it. Words share it. Through words, our emotions are liberated. Disclaimer: I wrote this throughout the course of a year. It had its ups and it's down in emotion. It ends on a happy note, I think. It has some overdramatic things in which my past self annoys me sometimes. But it also has some good pieces of thought. The world sucks. I can't promise that it's not going to suck, Because it probably always will. But there will be times Where the good in the world Makes it suck a little less.

Dirty White by Etiennefit

Bare with me for this is just a school project made by myself back in 2018 and as far as I can remember I didn't have enough time to refurnish my story because of the deadline. Also this story is a short reference of the books that I've read and movies that I've watched that really sparks my interests in writing stories. This story is about a family's struggle, misunderstanding and separation. There's no perfect family rich or poor. It's a little bit close to my experience but most of are just full fiction. Thank you in advance.

Black & White by ali_cher

A story, in which a typical teenage girl falls for the school's bad boy. Except, she's not that typical and he's not that much of a bad boy. *** "If I told you that I care about you, more than anyone in your life does, would you believe me?" He asked me, his jaw clenched. I could tell he was furious. Yet somehow, I wasn't scared of him. "No" I shook my head bravely. "If I told you,'' He tried again, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath before continuing.''That you make me so fucking mad, I want to punch a fucking wall. What would you say?" He had me trapped now, my back painfully colliding with the wall behind me. I gasped at the impact, looking up into his icy grey eyes. They were cold, emotionless. As always. "Do it!" I dared him with the last ounce of courage I had left in me. The sound of his fist smashing through the wall right next to my head, made my ears ring for a brief moment. I opened my mouth to speak again, shaking slightly, only for him to pull away and leave me standing there alone. ____ !!Warning!! This story contains strong language, mature scenes, alcohol and drug consumption, and sensitive topics like - eating disorders, bullying, mental health, etc. ___ HIGHEST RANKINGS: 1st in #ed, 1st in #badboysgirl, 8th in #victim, 9th in #rehabilitation, 13th in #youngadult

Inspire: Book One (bxb) ✔️ by PsychoSunbaenim

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The Proposed Proposal by Scarlett_Frost

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They never met... by heave1211

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HELLO. IT'S ME cover

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HELLO. IT'S ME

"It's not always the tears that measure the pain. Sometimes, it's the smile we fake." Hello. It's me. I Trust You. You're the only one who is going to know all of my secrets and feelings that I don't share with anyone. I think we can be best friends. You would like to be my companion. Wouldn't you? No matter what, you're my diary afterall. ©ᴏᴩy®ɪɢʜᴛ : ᴄᴀɴꜱ_ᴋʀᴀy ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ : ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴏʀy ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴꜱ ᴀ ꜰᴇᴡ ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɴᴄᴇꜱ ᴏʀ ꜱɪᴛᴜᴀᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴀꜰꜰᴇᴄᴛ yᴏᴜʀ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴇxᴛᴇɴᴛ. ɪᴛ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴀʟ ᴀᴛᴛᴇᴍᴩᴛ.