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You
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    Time 36m
Ongoing, First published Oct 13, 2017
In this final moment in this years...I... have the worst days of my life not only because of my experiences but becase of my obsession with this color... I dont particularly hate it,its just that it makes me feel safe, secure and I met someone who appreciated my weirdness out of anything beyond compare.
  
  Hello!
  Ruth Sthem
  If you are wondering If Im even worth it in even taking your time and wasting it here well I cant argue with you but I trust in you and in me I wont ever dissapoint...
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50 parts Complete Mature

As I stare at myself in the mirror, I don't even recognize the reflection. I'm a married woman, and I can't get over that. I'm only wearing red lace underwear at the moment. I wear sexy panties and bras now because I have someone who's seeing them every day other than myself. Does he wear special boxers...? I'm not ready to think about Silas that way yet. It is still too weird. I am a little surprised that I haven't had a meltdown yet. I've never had a panic attack before, but my life has been turned upside-down. I have a pretty damn good excuse to have one. Everyone is probably expecting that I will. They may even be surprised that I haven't yet. Eight years erased... Eight years to learn... I stare at my reflection in the mirror. I'm still me... just older. I rub lotion into my face, examining it closely. Still me. Same blue eyes. Same shallow dimples in my cheeks. Same lips that cover straight teeth that my parents paid a lot of money for. I step back and take in my body. A little curvier then I remember, but not by much. I guess with marriage comes comfort weight. My hair is the same blonde, just longer. How odd to have everything the same... yet so different. Completed July of 2019