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Sad Song || E.S.
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Ongoing, First published Oct 13, 2017
Mature
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buck·et list
noun; informal.
-- a number of experiences or achievements that a person hopes to have or accomplish during their lifetime.
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Roslyn was 19 when her brother died, her not so perfect life shattering to bits around her. Due to past trauma, she does not see a way out of her personal Hell - leading her to attempt to take her own life. After trying to flee the crisis wing of the hospital, Roslyn quite literally crashes into an opportunity of escape from her debris ridden reality. After composing a list with her new friend, Ed, Roslyn keeps the true fate of her list from him.
Can a love that blossoms between the two save them from this fate?
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