*Suicidandome sin morir*
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Complete Sun, Oct 15, 201714m
Me suicide hace tiempo; sin embargo no mori... estoy viva sin vivir, ¿Puede esto cambiar encontrando un amor de verdad?, Según mi corazon pueda ser posible pero yo ya perdi mis esperanzas.
Hola! mi nombre es Kenneth, si, tengo nombre de hombre pero soy mujer... esta es la historia de mi vida... mis padres murieron por mi culpa y entonces me vi... suicidandome sin morir.
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