Run By Anxiety
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As a teenager with anxiety, Maddie Porter struggles with a lot of things. Then out of the middle of nowhere, her anxiety starts getting worse. Her boyfriend is now spending all their time together taking care of her. Things don't go as planned, but God can make beauty out of disaster
~~~I have severe anxiety and let me tell you this: if you think these scenes seem unrealistic, they are based off of real life events.
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