this is just a book..... in which...... I'll write my feelings......... whenever ........they try to........overwhelm me.....I'll write them down......so they.....don't consume.....me and.....send me to a.....place where...... everything gets.....muddled......dark......and... twisted... I just hope......that if anyone...... mirrors them....they might .......feel better.......after..... reading these........