Endless Wait
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Last published Mon, Nov 20, 2017
"Tanga."
"Martyr"
"Naive."
Ilan lamang yan sa mga sinasabi saakin ng mga tao sa paligid ko whenever they hear about my silly little love story. That I was dumb for getting into this relationship, that I was gonna get hurt in the end. That I was getting nothing out of this. I have never seen him in person, but for some reason I became so drawn to him. It felt suffocating whenever he wasn't there for me. But me, being the typical lovesick teenager that I am. I never left him, my love for him was something admirable, it was unconditional and genuine. I always felt that we were destined for each other.
Kaya despite ng lahat ng sinasabi nila, I didn't stop loving him. I'm not going to stop now.
I love him so much that I'm willing to wait for him. I'm willing to wait for him to come back. Goodness, I love the man so much that I was willing to get my heart shattered for him.
I'm Amber Anastelle Ivaris, the girl who's willing to wait for the man she believes is destined for her.
"I'll wait for you in a thousand years, just please tell me you'll come back."
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