I Should Not Love Him
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Last published Sun, Oct 15, 2017
**This book could be very heavy. You might get frustrated while reading it. Don't say that I didn't warn you. You can always complain in the comments though....**
23 years old Harry was fine. Everything was perfect. But one day he woke up with a weird feeling in his head and stomach. He was sick. Mind sick. Some people call it nothing but others that go through the same thing call it Depression. He had a dark cloud over his head every single day and decided that being alone would make it easier for everyone. Then there was Soleil. The 21 year old art student that had made him so happy for almost a year. Her parents named her after the sun and somehow for Harry she was the sunlight on his darkest days. But the sunlight was running out. Soleil was being pushed away by Harry and fighting for him was getting harder. She shouldn't love him he told her. She knew it deep inside that he would leave her over and over again but she didn't move. When it was time to let go he begged her to stay. Choices have to be made, but nobody can do it. How can you leave someone who shines through your darkest thoughts?
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