"Thinking about leaving my life here is hard, but oh my gosh, this is HUGE!" Shawn is faced with a decision: the opportunity of a lifetime, or the people who make his life worth living. DISCLAIMER: I do not own Boy Meets World or any of it's characters. *trigger warning* Some mentions may be triggering for some readers who have struggled with suicidal thoughts. Alcohol is also heavily used. Proceed with caution, be safe, and know that someone needs you; you are loved.