Like I was Nothing
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Last published Tue, Jan 30, 2018
Freya Gould is a small town girl from Pennsylvania.
She's a kind soul and she has yet to feel wanted.
One guy made her life a living hell, so much so that he changed her life forever.
How do you cope in a world where you're told you're nothing and you have no one to make you feel like something?
At the end of the day will Freya be able to overcome the repetitive cycle of her being disposable, or will she plummet even further into her despairing sorrow called life?
(May contain strong language and sexual situations)
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