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Acrophilia

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acrophilia. noun. (uncountable) a love of heights.


"For your information, some people actually enjoy heights and are not suicidal. I was just appreciating the view, enjoying the wind. I was actually enjoying life until you ruined the moment," he spits, carrying so much resentment that Jaebeom actually feels sorry.

"I... I'm sorry. You just... looked like you wanted to jump."

"You should've thought better before ruining my perfect moment and throwing me to the ground, which by the way, hurts like hell. Ass."

(...)

When Jaebeom's life is going down, he meets a strange boy who turns his world upside down.

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To My Youth [BL] by xbemoo

To cover the traces of his depravity, Gu Xiao constricted himself to the role of a jester while being torn between the idealisation of others and reality. Gu Xiao was a slacker in school, constantly truanting and playing around. Unknowingly, when he gets glued to sitting next to Lan Yuning, the school's top student, a linked past that they never knew they shared, gradually came back to haunt them. These students weaved their way through the tangling threads of familial relationships, financial issues, examinations, and identity while enjoying most of their last high school year. [You killed him.] [If you didn't ignore him that time, then he wouldn't have died.] [It's in the past. If you keep thinking about it, it's only going to do you harm.] [Sometimes I wonder... if you would be happier if I was the one who died back then instead.] __ [I like you.] [Why... Why would you like someone like me...?] ___________________________ Warning: mentions of suicide, homophobia, and domestic abuse THIS IS A SLOW BURN so if you want to read something fast and spicy then this book isn't for you :') Cover: @CASZETTES

I. Am. Done. [Completed] by Rispins

*TRIGGER WARNING* Warning of depressive thoughts and acts!! - Self-harm - Depressive content Fanfiction. Story of Kit's life from the beginning. Kit had a very hard time in his life. He tried to do his best, until he always gets his never ending breakdowns. He starts to get stronger and he finds the love of his life, Ming, after graduating junior high. With Ming he can find the happiness he always dreamed about. And maybe, just maybe, he can find peace again. This is based on reality (some of it), but not with the characters in it. We don't own any of the characters! They belong to the awesome Chiffon_Cake English is not our mother language, so don't be hard on us :) And if you wondered, yes, two writers. ... Best ranking; #48 in suicidalthoughts 10K <4102018>

Amnesia [Lashton] Sequel to YDHMC by danyulaintonfiyah

"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

The Warrior and The Omega { BoyxBoy} Rewritten by PeachNightmare01

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You Make Me Begin |Markjin| by wolves_lp

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To My Youth [BL] cover

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