My Life
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Hiya!
So I thought maybe just maybe my life might be interesting enough to read about. I don't know why but I thought maybe this is how I can express my emotions and other thoughts out into a place where people might see it.
Anyway, if no one sees it at least I can look back at the obstacle which I call a life. So yeah.
I'm gonna hide my identity but yeahhh!
-Smolbluebean xo
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Have you ever felt so lonely you believed there was nothing left for you? Stashed away, merely forgotten. I mean you could cry and cry, yet no one would hear you. At least no one you truly once loved. Being yourself can be detrimental to others happiness, and so you down play who you are. You devalue your beliefs, your morals fall short and that hollow rock turns into your Mirror. Do you matter anymore? Would anyone care if you simply disappeared? Could you find your way out of the darkness? Look Closer is one of my favourite quotes and so I'll use it as a guide to understanding the complex characters you're about to meet.
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