Mental Escapism
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Hi, I'm Conner. At age 7 I created a world that gave me unlimited powers. but I became so attached and life kept attacking me from the back that I thought everything was real in my world.
My sister
My Father
and my brothers.
To this day I have insecurities about myself and how I control myself. But around 6th grade, I met my best friend currently, Lindsay. She snapped me out of my delusional state and we made my other life a roleplay. We named it Immortal.
This is a warning, there will be mature content. This won't be a chapter story. it'll be a diary I write in. I will update this when I see that something in my life affects me.
I hope you don't go through this like I did.
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