Dear Bully
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Last published Mon, Dec 4, 2017
"Dear Bully,
Please.
I am begging you, for the love of God, please stop.
I will do anything you ask, be anything you want me to be, just please...
I can't take this anymore."
I was a girl, I lived, I loved, I laughed.
Now, I am nothing.
Now, I welcome the pain that comes with the slice of a blade on my wrist.
Now, I wake up everyday wishing to die and spend the rest of the day wondering if I already have.
And it's all because of you.
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