If I Could Fly
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Last published Wed, Jan 3, 2018
Harry Edward Styles not only is a depressed 16 year old boy who has tried multiple times to kill himself, but he has had feelings for his best friends, step brother from the second they were introduced. Louis William Tomlinson hasn't left the young boys mind since the moment he started realizing how perfect Louis truly is. Harry doesn't know why he likes Louis so much, knowing that he constantly harasses Harry. Which makes Harry even more depressed. Harry can't stop cutting tho because it takes away his pain and makes him focus in the cuts instead of everything else which bothers him. maybe things will change and Harry won't want to cut or die anymore. What if Louis felt the same and the young boys whole life changed?!
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