To Much Pain
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I'm sorry I'm not a perfect.
I'm sorry I cut.
I'm sorry I break my promise.
I'm sorry I want to give up.
I'm sorry I want to die.
I'm sorry I want to kill myself.
I'm sorry I hide my emotions.
I'm sorry I lie and i say I'm fine.
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𝙋.𝙍.𝙊.𝙇.𝙊.𝙂.𝙐.𝙀 ɪsᴀɴɢ ᴍᴀᴋᴀᴘᴀɴɢʏᴀʀɪʜᴀɴɢ ɴɪʟᴀʟᴀɴɢ ɴᴀ ʙᴀɢᴏɴɢ ᴅᴀᴛɪɴɢ, ʟᴀʜᴀᴛ ᴋᴀʏᴏ ᴀʏ ᴍᴀᴘᴀᴘᴀʟᴜʜᴏᴛ ᴋᴀʜɪᴛ ɴᴀ ᴍɢᴀ ᴋᴀᴀᴡᴀʏ ᴀʏ ʟᴜʟᴜʜᴏᴅ ᴜᴘᴀɴɢ sᴀᴍʙᴀʜɪɴ ɴɪʏᴀ ᴡᴀʟᴀɴɢ sɪɴᴏ ᴍᴀɴ ᴀɴɢ ᴍᴀᴋᴀᴋᴀᴘᴀɴᴛᴀʏ sᴀ ᴋᴀɴʏᴀ ᴋᴀʜɪᴛ ɴᴀ ᴀɴɢ ǫᴜᴇᴇɴ ᴏғ ᴀʟʟ ɢᴏᴅᴅᴇss ᴀʏ ʟᴜʟᴜʜᴏᴅ sᴀ ᴋᴀɴʏᴀ ᴡᴀʟᴀ sɪʏᴀɴɢ sᴀsᴀɴᴛᴜʜɪɴ ᴍᴀᴘᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴏʀ ʙᴀᴅ ᴍᴀɢɪᴄɪᴀɴ ʟᴀʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀɢʜɪʜɪʀᴀᴘ, ɴɢᴜɴɪᴛ ɪᴛᴏʏ ᴍᴀᴀᴀɢᴀᴘᴀɴ ɪsᴀᴘᴀɴɢ ᴘᴀɢ ɪʙɪɢ ᴀɴɢ ᴅᴀᴅᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴀɴᴀɴᴀʟᴏ ʙᴀ ᴀɴɢ ᴋᴀʙᴜᴛɪʜᴀɴ ᴏ ᴋᴀsᴀᴍᴀʜᴀɴ sᴀ ᴘᴜsᴏ ɴɢ ɴɪʟᴀʟᴀɴɢ ɴᴀ ɪᴛᴏ 𝘼𝘽𝘼𝙉𝙂𝘼𝙉 𝘼𝙉𝙂 𝙈𝙂𝘼 𝙈𝘼𝙂𝘼𝙂𝘼𝙉𝘼𝙋 𝙎𝘼 𝙋𝘼𝙂𝙇𝘼𝙇𝘼𝙆𝘽𝘼𝙔 𝙉𝙄 𝙅𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙍 𝙎𝙈𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝘽𝙄𝙇𝘼𝙉𝙂 𝙇𝙊𝙎𝙏 𝙋𝙊𝙒𝙀𝙍𝙁𝙐𝙇 𝙂𝙊𝘿𝙎 @𝙆𝙇𝙔𝙏𝙃𝙕𝘼𝙆𝙀Complete
I Love You, Period.
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ᴜɴғᴏʀɢᴇᴛᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀᴛ ғɪʀsᴛ sɪɢʜᴛ? ɪᴛᴏ ᴀɴɢ ᴜɴᴀɴɢ ɴᴀʀᴀᴍᴅᴀᴍᴀɴ ɴɪ ɢᴀᴠɪɴ ᴋᴀʏ ʏᴜʀɪ ɴɢ ᴜɴᴀɴɢ ʙᴇsᴇs ɴᴀ ᴍᴀɢ ᴄʀᴏss ᴀɴɢ ʟᴀɴᴅᴀs ɴɪʟᴀ... ʏᴇᴀʀs ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ʜɪɴᴅɪ ᴘᴀ ᴅɪɴ ɴᴀᴡᴀʟᴀ ᴀɴɢ ɴᴀʀᴀʀᴀᴍᴅᴀᴍᴀɴ ɴʏᴀ ɢɪɴᴀᴡᴀ ɴʏᴀ ᴀɴɢ ʟᴀʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴀ ᴍᴀᴘᴀɴsɪɴ sʏᴀ ɴɢ ᴜʟᴛɪᴍᴀᴛᴇ ᴄʀᴜsʜ ɴʏᴀ ᴍᴀʜᴀʜᴀɴᴀᴘ ɴɢᴀ ᴋᴀʏᴀ ɴɪ ɢᴀᴠɪɴ ᴀɴɢ ᴛᴜɴᴀʏ ɴᴀ ᴋᴀʟɪɢᴀyᴀʜᴀɴ ɢᴀʏᴏɴɢ ʜɪɴᴅɪ ɴᴀɢᴘᴀᴘᴀᴋɪᴛᴀ ɴɢ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇsᴛ sɪ ʏᴜʀɪ sᴀ ᴋᴀɴʏᴀ? ᴡɪʟʟ ʜɪs ᴏɴᴇ sɪᴅᴇᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ғɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛ???Complete
I'm having a miserable life since child. I will never let you experience it
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