Do You Still Love Me? || Phan (Sad)
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!WARNING!
INCLUDES SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, DEATH, & SUICIDE.
I'm sorry in advance.
Dan starts to fall into a terrible depression, and Phil doesn't know what to do. Dan thinks he isn't good enough...that's when things start to go downhill...
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