"I'm so ugly...." I mumbled as I looked into the mirror. Everyone expects me to be happy all the time. But I'm not happy at all. 'Yes you are ugly. Look at yourself.' the voice in my had said. It was right. And if it wasn't enough I fell in love with one of our band members. "I love Jimin...." I mumbled. But I knew I couldn't tell him. 'Right. He wouldn't talk to you ever again.' the voice was right again. *boyxboy *depression *self harm