Byun Baekhyun was secretly admiring Park Chanyeol. It was too deep that he couldn't even let anyone come inside his heart. Too much that he even hurt himself. "How am i supposed to enjoy this night when i'm breaking inside? How am i supposed to remember this day if i only cried? From the very start, I should have known that this thing's gonna happen. I should have known that this big shit would just make me go crestfallen..."