My counselor told me to write how I feel when I'm down. Here it is. I know I am not the only one who feels like this. It's my not so pleasant story, I am not making this up for sympathy I am sharing this for understanding. I'm posting this because I don't want it to be only for my eyes, I just have the feeling that I should share it. Please read to the end. Lacrimo - I cry, in Latin