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Wilted (PHAN AU)

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Parts 26
Time 1h 45m

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Everyone was marked differently. A small mark on your wrist gave away everything about your feelings. You couldn't hide it from anyone. Your soul-powered this small little mark. Telling it everything it needs to know. Letting your mood swirl in the murky colors that shined deep inside it. A bright yellow will shine if you are happy. Maybe a deep blue if you are sad. This little marking makes you different. No two in the world are alike. They are the only things that make you, you. 
But what if your marking doesn't work?

Dan Howell was born without a marking. The normal swirls and spirals were not on his wrist. Unlike everyone else in the world who did have this mark. Dan felt alone. An outcast. People pushed him aside since he was now a 'freak' for being different. He wanted to be like everyone else. Yet this mark was missing from him.

Phil Lester has a mark. But it doesn't work. The mark doesn't shine like the others. It only says a pitch black color that never changes. Only two small lines showed his marking. Something that is never seen. Phil knew he was different. Yet that didn't stop him. Without the mark, he could feel whatever he pleased without fearing what people thought.  Now he's an upbeat, outgoing person who tries to make everyone's life better. Even though people whisper about him and spread nasty rumors nothing can bring him down. Not when he's the happiest he could ever be.All Rights Reserved

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Smile, Dan by kittylover573ds

DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

Phil...- (Phanfic) by sallyswift

Phil is depressed and has been for a long time, Phil had kept this from Dan for along time by letting his bubbly personality invade his mind to distract him from the dark truth inside. But when one fatal day arrives ,Phil's underling feelings erupt from underneath and he is thrown into a world full of chaos not to mention when Dan brings back a small orphan boy. Will Phil get his Happily ever after or will he be lost in a sea of his own thoughts? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This story has themes such as self harm and suicide, if you feel upset about these themes then this book isn't for you, my writing is dark as it helps me to express myself. I do not intend to romanticise or cast these themes the wrong way, I hope you enjoy.

deranged | phan by phanlusions

completed~~ Dan Howell is admitted into the Manchester Eye Mental Hospital after his attempted suicide. He gets roomed with a boy named Phil Lester, but he doesn't talk much. Not at all actually. Dan decides to make it his personal mission to make Phil talk, but focusing on someone all the time can make you lose yourself. ------------------------------------------ mentions of self harm, suicide, multiple mental illnesses, etc ------------------------------------------ deranged (a.) mad; insane

Break Me (Phan) by MySecretsX

COMPLETE *** In this world, you're marked with black. That's if you have a soulmate, at least. Everyone is destined to cross paths with the one who is meant for them, at least once in their lives. When you and your soulmate meet, you will touch, if only briefly, and the exact area of skin you touch with the other turns from black to white, with streaks of blue, purple, yellow, all marbled in with each other. Daniel Howell is well known in town. People cross the street if they're approaching him and newcomers to the neighborhood are warned about his presence. Exactly like the Lester's were. But Phil Lester has other ideas, he saw the pain within the boy, how bad can he really be? (A story about abuse, self-destruction, but ultimately, love. Please read safe.)

The Eye of the Beholder /Phan>•</ by namelessswashere

"You can't see the color of your soulmates eyes, before you see your soulmate first." She said, a smile tugging at her lips. "But why?" He asked, wondering why the sky and ocean were always gray, why a gray and yellow crayon made green, why this "blue" was so foreign to him. Why couldn't he get to see the shine of the sapphire, navy, of all its glory. Why he wouldn't get to taste the pure azure of the blueberry. He wondered why all he saw when he looked at the midnight blue was gray. A boring, simple, gray. "Well," she said, "I suppose that would ruin the surprise." "But what if I never find them?" ------------------------------------------------------ The love story between the gray of Dan Howell's world and the bright blue of Phil Lester's eyes, and how their love is stronger than anyone imagined. Ranked 13 in Dan and Phil fan fiction C O M P L E T E D

Lollipop // Phan by apotatothatshipsphan

Dan Howell has crippling anxiety, and as a way to cope is to suck on lollipops. And it's always pink or light blue lollipops. Dan's a very shy pastel kid, who's always has a flower crown atop his curly brown hair. Phil Lester has always watched Dan from afar, to scared he would frighten the small boy. He has many tattoos and piercings, even his hair is dyed blue. One day he walks up to the roof of the high school, and sees Dan standing on the ledge about to jump. They both don't fit into their highly religious town, and it drives them crazy. There is smut. *TRIGGER WARNINGS* Depression, Anxiety, homophobe, Mentions of suicide, and Mentions of self harm Please do not read if you are triggered by one or more of the things listed above. •I am american, so I use american terms•

Saviour (A Phanfiction) by AmazingKayisonfire

Dan Howell has received his fair share of bullying in his time. He had left four schools in the last two years due to bullying. He starts at a new school where his life will change, for the better.... or the worse. Dan meets Phil Lester, the only person who has ever spoken to him and become friends with. What will happen when Dan thinks he has a crush on his beat friend? WARNING! : This story does contain Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Homophobic behavior, and Mild smut

Phanfiction - Wonderboy by whatizthiz7

Dan is the popular kid at his school. He can have any girl he wants. But then Phil started in his class and everything changed. Now he doesn't want any girl. He wants Phil. But it's tough hiding that you're in love. And it's tough when jealousy takes over. Will they make it?

Depression//Phan by bluetroyee

(tw: s*lf-h*rm, mentions of s*lf-h*rm, d*pr*ss*d scenes. May be triggering for some. Read at your own limit, please!) Phil Lester, a boy who's falling into depression slowly. And soon, his depression may end up falling to deep. He gets hateful and rude comments on his videos that he posts to YouTube. He even gets hate on Twitter, Facebook, and Tumblr. What did he ever do to them? What did he do to deserve any of this?? His flatmate Dan doesn't know about Phil's depression, however. All he knows (thinks, rather) is that his best friend is staying strong through all of the hateful things he gets from people. But in reality, that's not what Phil is doing at all. He's not staying strong through the hate. He's just faking the smile for Dan so he wouldn't get so worried about him. Sure, Dan might be able to crack some real smiles out of him once in a while, but not every time. He also wears long sleeves and thick bracelets to hide the scars of his pain. He acts like his normal quirky, adorable, funny, weird self when making YouTube videos, when around his friends and family, when having a meet-up with fans (or just being around them in general), when out in public, etc. Phil hadn't told anyone at all about his depression. And he probably wouldn't anytime soon, either. His fans didn't know, his friends didn't know, his family didn't know, Dan didn't know... nobody knew. But one day, would people push him over his limit? Would Dan be able to save him in time? © 2016 by bluetroyee. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

"Straight" by im_that_rat

In a world where you're born with the flag of your sexuality printed on your wrist.... -Phan AU- // Dan Howell knows the rules. He knows how the world works and how you're supposed to act if you want to be treated well. That doesn't stop him from feeling like he was born with the wrong sexuality flag on his wrist. He's supposed to be straight, right? That's what his wrist clearly states. That's what he's been treated like ever since he was born by his alcohol father and neglectful mother. Because that's the way it works... right? Then why is his best friend, Phil Lester, born with the gay flag on his wrist, so beautiful to him? That is gay and Daniel is not GAY. Is he? ///Triggers- abuse, neglect, suicidal thoughts, attempt of suicide, strong language/// The cover art is mine

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Smile, Dan

DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.