Say Something - R&R connection fanfic

After Ryan's Death, Ray is completely shattered. All he has left is the room where he died, his belongings and his memories... Each of these things remind him of Ryan every second of the day and he succumbs to depression. He soon finds a journal that Ryan had left for when he was dead. Only Rays eyes are meant to view it. Every day he remembers and reads about what Ryan and him did together and how much he loved, and still loves, the gent known as The Mad King; who really... Wasn't a bad guy at all.... But is he REALLY dead...?