This Isn't a Fairytale

There are times that I feel like the world hates me. There are times when I feel like I'm different from all of those existing people. There are times when I didn't like to face the world 'cause there was not a time when I feel like I am just a mess... But, I never hated the world, I never hated those people who looked at me differently and most of all, I never hated myself for living this kind of life. What can I do? Life in high school isn't easy. Never did I wished to live this kind of life but again, what can I do? This is my fate, to live this way. For life isn't easy at all. I see life isn't something like in the movies neither those on books nor a fairy tale.