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Reads 145,116
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Parts 14
Time 57m

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" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. "
  
  or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.All Rights Reserved

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What Happened To My Little Lion? by TheAmazingKatrona

Phil has been acting strange and Dan can't understand why. He won't eat, has terrible nightmares and hardly comes out or makes video. It's not until Dan goes to PJ for help that he realizes what's wrong with his lion. The lives of Dan and Phil are about to become a roller coaster. But only one question remains...Will they both make it to the end?

There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan) by worriedpeach

When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smoking, overdose, alcohol, cursing, smut, depression, anxiety

With You by phan_of_howell

Dan is a depressed suicidal kid with no friends what so ever in till he meets this dork named Phil

I'm trying o.k? by Sunnies4Shade

Dan is highly depressed and falls for Phil, his best friend who tries to help him out of his self destructive path. Trigger warning -mention of self harm, death, eating disorders, alcoholism. Some personal views about these issues are expressed so I'm sorry if you don't agree with them but hey that's why I said "personal".

PHAN -Save me, please. by dah_feels

MIR-hospital, London. Mr Lester is interested in "adopting" a patient. When he first meets the depressed and distraught Daniel Howell, he does not know how much hard work he is going to be. !! CONTAINS SELF-HARM, SUICIDIAL BEHAVIOR, DEPRESSION & TALKING ABOUT RAPE !!

Just by Chance- Phan AU by JustAnotherFicWriter

Dan is that kid. The popular boy that every girl swoons over, that everyone wants to be friends with, the boy that's a complete jerk to anyone lower on the totem pole. But deep down, he's just trying to hide and ignore his own secret- that he's gay. Phil is Dan's usual target. Openly gay, awkward, and nerdy, he seems to be easily bullied. He's always too afraid to say anything and would rather stay in the background and get through high school and go to university. When Dan's grades slip 🔚 he needs to bring them up or else repeat his senior year, Phil is assigned to tutor Dan. It seems to be a terrible coincidence that the two are brought together, but it's so much more. Thank you @tissuesfortheissues for this amazing cover Highest ranking: 450 in fanfiction Mentions of self harm and suicide

Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan by phanci

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

psychedelia | phan by thenightlockfox

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his own depression that Phil is struggling with bulimia, and that he's equally good at hiding his dark thoughts as Dan. And as Dan walks through the streets alone at night getting high to escape from the hell he's trapped himself in, will he be able to see that maybe the happiness he craves so desperately is not on the streets in the form of white pills, but inside his own apartment in the form of Phil Lester? Or will it be too late... WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, USE OF DRUGS, VIOLENCE, HIGH LEVELS OF ANGST, BULIMIA, AND THEMES OF SUICIDE. IT IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS.

Save Me // A Phanfic by Makeira_Chan

Dan is depressed and suicidal. One night when he makes another attempt in his life he meets a man named Phil, who seems to have a lot of secrets. Can Dan trust him? Will Phil be able to help him? What could Phil be hiding?

The Unknown. Phan AU by AllTimePhan73

Dan hated his life and that wasn't even an understatement. Each day he wished he had never woken up as he was tormented by those who were meant to love him. Just because they were meant to love him doesn't mean they did. He was suffering and was so close to giving up. Then he met Phil. Phil changed everything. TW: Abuse (both physical and emotional), depression, self harm, kind of a suicide attempt although the person doesn't get very far with it, Dan's kind of mute COVER CREDIT TO @DOODLE5SOS

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What Happened To My Little Lion? cover

There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan) cover

I'm trying o.k? cover

PHAN -Save me, please. cover

Just by Chance- Phan AU cover

Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan cover

psychedelia | phan cover

Save Me // A Phanfic cover

The Unknown. Phan AU cover

What Happened To My Little Lion?

Phil has been acting strange and Dan can't understand why. He won't eat, has terrible nightmares and hardly comes out or makes video. It's not until Dan goes to PJ for help that he realizes what's wrong with his lion. The lives of Dan and Phil are about to become a roller coaster. But only one question remains...Will they both make it to the end?