I'm so sorry (book 1)

Androgynous teen Tyler Trying to get through life with a big problem. Figuring yourself out is one of the hardest parts of being a teenager. Especially when your part of the lgbtq+ Community. But there's one person who just makes it worse. A Girl named Isabella Broke tyler's heart. Tyler doesn't know what to do about it. They just don't want to be alive at the moment and thinks no one would help or care anyway. They get bullied for being "different". They get used by people they never thought they would get used by. At school, they get told they're worthless and told to kill their self. There afraid everyone will leave them. What will They decide to do?.....