Whenever you're hanging out with your friends who is in a relationship, and you're single, you always feel like a loser. A loner. It's like nobody gives a fuck about you, and that sucks. Because, come to think of it, there are 7 continents on this planet that contains more than a hundred billion people and yet nobody's brave enough to be with you. As if you're not worth it, feels like nobody likes you. And that's just sad. But what could possibly be worse than that? It's being the bridge, the "good" friend, the giver, the soloist and the third wheel.
Being single surrounded by your loving friends who are all in a relationship is okay. But being single, a bridge, a "good" friend, the third wheel and a giver all at the same time is a different story. There's nothing wrong with being single, it's just that, a relationship and having someone to call as your boyfriend/girlfriend would be nice. Having someone to cuddle up with on valentine's day is nice too. Recieving a text message saying, "Hey, Beautiful! Good morning, I love you." when you wake up would be great. And lastly, holding someone's hand and feel the butterflies in your stomach fly around would be awesome. Because sometimes, being happy for your friends' succesful relationship is not enough.
So, as you have read.. This isn't your typical boy and girl falls in love scenarios. This is about the third wheel. The Bridge, The Giver, and The "Good" friend. This is the neverheard story of that one friend who is always helping her friends find their perfect match, but never hers.
I hope this interests you.
-Jhamphee <3
Secretly (Candy Stories #2) (Published by Anvil Bliss)
37 parts Complete
37 parts
Complete
Lulubog, lilitaw--ganyan ang feelings ni Diane Christine para kay Jesuah. Pero paano kung sa isang iglap ay malaman niyang mahal din siya nito? Aamin na ba siya o patuloy pa rin niyang ililihim ang tunay na nadarama?
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"If there are no telltale signs of feelings, is it really there?"
May feelings pero hindi sigurado. May kaba pero lumilipas. May kilig pero hindi lagi. May gusto pero may disgusto. May first love ba na madaling itago? I know what things I like and why I like them. Siya lang ang hindi talaga 'ko sigurado... kung bakit parang gusto ko.
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I've had relationships. Good ones. Bad ones. Natapos nang hindi ko alam kung ano ang kulang o ano ang mali. Sabi nila, minsan sa katitingin sa malayo kaya hindi nakikita agad na nasa malapit lang ang hinahanap natin. I don't know if that's really the case with Jesuah Hernandez. Sobrang lapit niya. Sobra-sobra.
Siya ang first crush ko. Hindi sigurado kung siya ang first love. 'Yong feelings ko sa kanya, lumilitaw at nawawala. Parang hindi rin gano'n kalalim. Pero may kaba kapag nagkakalapit kami. Nagagalit ako kapag nagkaka-girlfriend siya.
Hindi sigurado kaya lahat ng iniisip, nararamdaman, at selos ko, ako lang ang nakaaalam. Lahat, patago. Lahat, pasikreto. It's not love if there are no sure signs, right? Or is it?
STATUS: Published under Bliss Books