Game on or Game over?/Markiplier x Adopted!Child!Reader

(YR/N) = Your real name
(LR/N) = Last real name
(YW/N) = Your wanted name
(LW/N) = Last wanted name
(You want to change your name in this ff your not wanted for a crime XD)

Do you know how it feels like being alone?
Do you know how it feels like to lose the people you love?
Do you know how it feels like being hated by the world?

Do you know how it feels like being a monster?

(YR/N) (LR/N) was an ordinary girl like everyone else before she lost everything.
As she grew up she realised how horrible the real world really is and turned herself in.
She hated herself,her name,her gender,everything
She thought that living wouldn't make any sense anymore until she had to move from her home country Germany to California.
The only question now is if she found a new meaning in life or gave up.