Just Thinking---Phanfic

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This is a 1 sentence chapter story. It's in Dan's perspective and his thoughts. Just something that I wanted to do. 

[TRIGGER WARNING] MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, AND ANXIETYAll Rights Reserved

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