My name is Schneid Renessmee Forest. . "I lost in the darkness, trying to find a way out of my worst life." He hates me. He feels disgusted by seeing me. I'm trying to understand why everything happened, but I can't figure it. It hurts, really hurts. . I'm ugly. I'm lonely. And I don't even know why I lived in this world. . I'm different from everyone else.