schiz•o•phre•ni•a /ˌskitsəˈfrēnēə,ˌskitsəˈfrenēə/ noun. a mental disorder that is characterized by disturbances in thought (such as delusions), perception (such as hallucinations), and behavior (such as disorganized speech or catatonic behavior), by a loss of emotional responsiveness and extreme apathy, and by noticeable deterioration in the level of functioning in everyday life He tried. He tried so hard to be normal. To be like his sister. That's what his parents wanted. Hell thats what everyone in his family wanted. Connor could never be normal. His brain wouldn't allow it. No. The voices wouldn't allow it. in•som•ni•a /inˈsämnēə/ noun. habitual sleeplessness; inability to sleep anx•i•e•ty /aNGˈzīədē/ noun. a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome His thoughts would never let him sleep. They screamed and shouted, never letting him rest. Yes, he was sleep deprived and he knew it. He knew that people would stare at the dark bags under his eyes. That made him even more nervous. Evan didn't like crowds. He never did. de•pres•sion /dəˈpreSH(ə)n/ noun. a mental condition characterized by feelings of severe despondency and dejection, typically also with feelings of inadequacy and guilt eat•ing dis•order /ēdiNG diˈsôrdər/ noun. any of a range of psychological disorders characterized by abnormal or disturbed eating habits Food? No. He hated it. Why waste your time on something so stupid as to eat? His logic was simple. We were put on this Earth for one purpose. That purpose was to die. "Death is inevitable." Jared would always say. He didn't say it to anyone. He had no friends. Characters and art are not mine plot is mine THIS IS GAY enjoy!