I used to be happy.
I used to smile a real smile.
I loved to go outside.
I was always with someone, never alone.
I wanted to go anywhere, but home.
I loved the sun and the big, blue sky.
I always felt colorful.
I loved the light.
I used to be happy, even when I didn't want to be.
...But now...
I can't control myself.
I can't control my emotions.
I can't control my thoughts.
My smiles feel fake, sometimes, even when I am truly happy.
I don't like the outside world.
I love to be alone, people just don't understand.
I don't every want leave my room, it's my new home.
I love the moon, the stars, and the beautiful, dark night sky.
I almost always feel empty.
I love the darkness and the monsters that lurk within it.
I can't control myself, I'm destroying myself.
Lilith is a fifteen year old girl, who no one understands her, not even herself. Lilith has multiple sides of herself, so it gets confusing, even for her. She is on the edge of insanity. She can't take it anymore, she is on verge of snapping.
Blake is a sixteen year old boy, who learned to take care of his self. Blake has been through some bad things, starting from a small age. He had to learn how to stay in control. He seems to be in control, but can he keep it that way?
Lilith has a strange dream that means something to her, what? She doesn't know. One thing she knows is, in her dream, a boy saved her. Freaking thing is, the boy from her dream is real and is the new student at her school. She wants to find more information about him and what her deam meant, all while trying to stay sane.
Blake has a dream where he helped a girl. He soon finds out the girl is real and he is the new student at her school. For once, he was interested to learn more about someone. He wants to know the meaning of his dream, but also he has to stay in control.
"SSSSHHHHH... What did I say, you are here to listen, so let me complete. Your family's torture is not what I want. I want you, and now listen what I'll do to you after taking your escape routes away from you. I'll make you tied to this bed naked with your arms and legs spread inviting me to make love to you. Then I'll fuck you senseless till the time you forget how to walk for at least 1 month. Even sunlight won't be able to touch you without my permission. I'll kiss you everywhere senseless, you'll become mine then, and not even you yourself will be able to take you away from me. I'll fuck you so hard day and night that you'll only remember my name in your brain. You'll scream my name louder and louder, pleasuring me with this little body of yours, you'll have no other option left. You'll do everything which I'll say, I'll make you do every bad thing which you can't even dream of, I'll use every sex toy on you and no one will be here to protect you. You will be only mine then." His voice was husky and seductive. But I was trembling after listening to his words.
This is a life story of a young girl who dreams a lot. But miseries in her life stop herself from achieving those dreams. Will she be able to achieve what she want? What is destined for her in the end? will she be able to break the shackles of this world and get what she want, or will she surrender herself in the hands of her fate?