I used to be happy.
I used to smile a real smile.
I loved to go outside.
I was always with someone, never alone.
I wanted to go anywhere, but home.
I loved the sun and the big, blue sky.
I always felt colorful.
I loved the light.
I used to be happy, even when I didn't want to be.
...But now...
I can't control myself.
I can't control my emotions.
I can't control my thoughts.
My smiles feel fake, sometimes, even when I am truly happy.
I don't like the outside world.
I love to be alone, people just don't understand.
I don't every want leave my room, it's my new home.
I love the moon, the stars, and the beautiful, dark night sky.
I almost always feel empty.
I love the darkness and the monsters that lurk within it.
I can't control myself, I'm destroying myself.
Lilith is a fifteen year old girl, who no one understands her, not even herself. Lilith has multiple sides of herself, so it gets confusing, even for her. She is on the edge of insanity. She can't take it anymore, she is on verge of snapping.
Blake is a sixteen year old boy, who learned to take care of his self. Blake has been through some bad things, starting from a small age. He had to learn how to stay in control. He seems to be in control, but can he keep it that way?
Lilith has a strange dream that means something to her, what? She doesn't know. One thing she knows is, in her dream, a boy saved her. Freaking thing is, the boy from her dream is real and is the new student at her school. She wants to find more information about him and what her deam meant, all while trying to stay sane.
Blake has a dream where he helped a girl. He soon finds out the girl is real and he is the new student at her school. For once, he was interested to learn more about someone. He wants to know the meaning of his dream, but also he has to stay in control.
Are you up for a steamy romance? One night, one mistake that will change her life forever.
He never thought he would feel anything again, especially love, until he met her.
Everybody thinks that she's the quiet type, Nobody knows who she really is except for her best friends Sarah, Natalia and Sky. All anybody knows is that she came here for one thing to graduate, and that's all she can possibly focus on, right? She's an all A's student and she never fails to win.
Nobody expects such a goody two shoes to be as bad as she really is. There's no way a person can fall in love with someone overnight, right? Because that's impossible.
I'm not supposed to be loved, and I'm not supposed to feel love. I'm a loner who stays by herself. The only exception is my friends, and that's just friendship. I will never ever fall in love. The idea of it makes me scared. For somebody to love me back is impossible because everybody that's ever loved me left me, either in death or in literal sense. I'm a curse that has not been broken.
The Night Sky.
He's the type of guy every girl wants, but only a select Few can get.
At what cost will he pay? By pursuing this non-Blueblood. Because in his world, reputation is everything and this will taint it. But he
doesn't care. He only cares about her. Everything about her is beautiful to him, which she seems to find impossible, and he doesn't know what to do because he's never felt anything before in his life and that, that is what scares them both the most.
How can one's taste be so addictive, so powerful? Why am I so drawn to her? I've never felt this way about anything at all in my whole entire life. Ever. Nothing. I feel nothing. I've always felt nothing. So why does she make me feel something? I'm drawn to her, and I cannot stop. And I will not stop at any cost. I will get this girl because she is mine and she always will be. She just doesn't know it yet. I am a curse. People always leave me in death, but maybe she is my cure.